Saturday, February 6, 2010

Day 3

First let me apologize for not blogging for a long time. My labtop decided to be stubburn and wouldnt let me access the internet. Anyway, it's the night before the Superbowl. I'm having a bunch of people over my house to watch the game. I'm looking forward though to this one guy in particular. His name is Gabriel. He told me a while back ago that he liked me. I didn't feel the same for him at all. To me he was one of my best guy friends. Well, most of my friends are guys but he was like one the closest ones I had. You know the kind with whom you can talk about anything and feel so relaxed and happy when your around them? Thats what he was to me. Until recently when I found myself having and needing to see him even if it was just for 5 minutes or a whole night. I just had to. Then I finally told him, " Gabe, I'm startin to like you... as more then just my best friend." He got excited and just said "so what do we do now?". Well we cant tell my parents anything cause mine would just panic or have some kind of psycho-billy-freakout. His family on the other hand already knew that he liked me. And then eventually, they all knew that we like each other. I couldnt believe it, his sisters and bro-in-law knew and his parents but they are all happy about it. They like me so much more then his last girlfriend I guess. Which by the way is a whole other story.
You see... Gabe was dating this girl named D.( I will only use initials)One day I found out from a reliable source that she was dating this other guy named A. This source didn't even know that D was dating my friend Gabe. But when she told me that D is boyfriend-girlfriend with A, I was just shocked. SO I told Gabe right away. I felt that as his best friend, he needed to know what was going on. He was so devastated and upset. I didnt know what to do but he just said that he needed to be alone. I hated how I felt but I knew I did the right thing. I would want him to do the same for me. He broke up with her after they've been fighting about it for over 3 months, which I thought was just ridiculous but whatever.
After he broke up with D, he told me that he has feelings for me and you know the rest. So now that his family knows, we're just waiting for the right time to actually start dating and tell my parents. It's complicated. He's still in High School. I started college already. So ya there's an age difference. He's 17 and I'm 18. I hate that though, feel like I'm a cougar. :p. He says age is just a number and he is right but it still bugs me that I'm older. I've always gone for older guys. He's the first one thats younger than me. So I hate it when people ask how old we are. I get so embarressed and usually things like that dont bother me but this time it does. His lil bro says he likes me way better then D cuz I actually talk to him and involve him in our activities. I guess she is like some kind of emo girl that keeps to herself alot. I dont know what Gabe ever saw in her but thats his business.
So superbowl is tomorrow and I'm looking forward to it. Are you guys? I'm going for the New Orleans Saints. I prefer Kim Kardashian over Kendra Wilkinson. We brunettes gotta stick together against the blondes... just kidding I just picked the team over with a flip of a coin. Hahaha. Enjoy your night. I have to take a shower so that I can smell good for my man tomorrow. LOL!!! Laterz ya'll..

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